Goals

In class today we talked about goals that we want to accomplish.
Most people thought of goals like doing well in classes, graduating and getting their degree, or being successful.

My goal that I want to accomplish before the end of the semester is getting certified through ACE fitness to be able to work at the Student Rec Center and a Group Fitness instructor.  I know that taking this class means I won't get credit and that it will take more time out of my day but going to the gym is a big stress reliever.  Achieving this goal will help me see that I can do anything I set my mind to and will help me further my education in exercise.  This as also changed my mind into becoming a psychology major with a minor in physical training or athletic training.

Through this certification, I can go out to be certified through other companies such as Les Mills.  Les Mills is pretty important to me because I am going to be teaching their BodyPump and Body Combat classes at the Rec Center.  It will also help if I ever want to teach other classes or possible become a personal trainer.

Recent attacks on campus.

As far as everyone on the Montclair State campus is concerned, the hate crimes against the LGBT community and African Americans is over. Well, we recently received an email talking about the crimes.  As far as the LGBT hate crimes, they were completely serious.

This crime effected me more than I thought it would.  Being a part of the LGBT community I felt I had to do something.  I went out and helped rally and I talked to everyone about how this is not how Montclair really is. My parents were worried keeping me on campus being so open about who I am but I felt like them wanting to take me out of school for a couple days was letting the criminal win.  I stood my ground and refused to leave. Of course, I was afraid to go anywhere alone or leave my room for classes but showing my fear would give them power.  I did not stop being who I was because someone has a problem with me. And hate is not an MSU value and some coward will not make me leave the one place I feel safest.

The rally of course was a huge success and I had never felt safer and more supported in my life. I have no problem with being who I want to be in front of anyone because they should not have a right to judge me without knowing me first.

All about Kelly.

I'm Kelly. I'm gay. I'm proud. I'm  a student at Montclair State University. I'm 18.
My dad supports me, my mother not so much.

Look, I'm me. People must get over the fact that:

• Yes, I'm gay.
• I will talk about how I like girls, because I shouldn't have to be someone else to make you happy.
• I will ALWAYS wear my "Come out, come out where ever you are" shirt.
• I am NOT afraid to punch you if I think you're offending me.
• And lastly, I will drop you off the face of the earth if you double cross me.

I am not someone who is different for people to make them happy.  I will be myself and if you don't like it, you can go away.  I will sometimes always give you my opinion whether you like it or not.

I've had issues with people in the past and honestly, I'm done with the two-faced assholes who don't realize that I will find out what you're saying about me and I will confront you and you can assure that I will NEVER talk to you again.

I seem a little tense and a little stressed. I'm working on it.

I go to the gym everyday except Tuesdays and I still manage to have time to finish my homework this semester. I can't cut too much time with my friends because they helped me through all the hate that has recently been going on around campus.

I keep my head up no matter what is happening. I get through things by thinking about them and then starting a new day. Yes, I have things that are continuously on my mind that bother me day by day but I don't let those bad thoughts define how I'm feeling. I hate talking things out because I don't play well with others but I do it anyway.